I was riding my vintage bike 1950's I love my bike--- I don't wear a helmut a few people have yelled too me---where's your helmet--I'm thinking-- thanks for the concern--but the helmuts I've seen--- the styles look like shit---I know--- would I rather have my brains on the pavement or protect my pretty lil head---hmmmmmm I can't find a style that I find groovy---protection goovy protection groovy I'll figure it out---any way I'm trying too decide if I perfer chocolate or vanilla or something in between I like the sound of in between-- lol---alright-- I met this good looking brother on the side of the road ---as I was biking--- going up a hill--- in prospect park that parkand that hill will kick your ass---absolutely no joke--- I mean anyone at that junction is huffing and puffing but once you've concord that spot --the park is all yours--figures I'd meet a man who is a retired detective--he is 52 my god he really looks a though he is 39--He can't believe I'm 43== neither can I ---what the hell ---our first date was sweet we drove around for a few minutes---then went too one of his old police restaurant hangouts --"they give you so much food and at a good price"--I'm thinking this is really a mound of tasteless shit and I can cook a meal-- much more tasteful then this--I couldnt eat it and he felt I was being wasteful-----strike 1----We both felt as though we have met the one---- who we-- could possibly live our lives with-- he wanted a very serious relationship-- we need a little work ---but we can and have talked out our difficult moments---date 2 we decided we would take a nice early morning beach walk together---he was upset that I was a few feet away from him and not walking side by side--- at that moment I realized he was not the one for me --we tried-- but I am too independent for him and he is too possessive for me --we wave today at each other in the park--he in his pac of retired cops cycling for an upcoming race and I am exercising alone-- now we wave at each other ---on the road---wondering what could hav been....